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About Me Member Varied Artist Allie16/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Months
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Who am I?

Fri Jan 29, 2010, 2:41 PM
To what extent can I classify myself?
I long to be a person of great intellect and wisdom. But I believe I am too young to be living my life in that type of way, so I let youngness and glee take over to replace the inner-analytical nature that would usually control my actions.
I spend most of my time thinking, and rarely talk to people unless they initiate the conversation. But yet, I love conversation and talking. However, my mind offers me more than enough entertainment at times as I over-analyze, criticise, and make assumptions of the world around me that I fail to make sense of to others... except my mother, she understands sometimes.
My emotions get the best of me at times, especially when I experience failure or extreme disappointment in myself. Times of immorality with myself or others lay heavy on my soul. No matter how much I think I know the world from my own pondering, I still trust God always and never put my own words over his.
How can a person both serious and playful, mature and immature, social and antisocial be classified? The Myers-Briggs personality type of "INTP" that I fall under gives me some answers, for in the result I have found that I am a "chameleon", able to adapt myself to the people surrounding me with ease, but I always remain true to what I personally think. Like now matter how popular I could get, I would still find myself at home watching old episodes of Star Trek, drawing pictures of fictional characters, and researching psychology, medical disorders, and custums of other cultures on the internet until I am an expert.

But still I remain confused. I can easily go about being a young, foolish person while still maintaining my serious mind and nature. Maybe when I get older, my mind will succumb to the more serious side of my being.
All I know is that maybe I love stories about aliens, foreigners, or different cultures because I feel like one myself. I feel as if I have to somehow BLEND with all the people I am surrounded by, but still maintain who I am and never let go. I'm different, and maybe I just get by because I don't LOOK like a nerd who enjoys sitting around and watching Star trek. Maybe I get by because my ability to observe and adapt has made me a good actress.

I am obsessed with understanding things, and quickly get bored when I master them. The human mind (especially mine) is something I don't believe I could ever fully master, so therefore I am hooked on self analysis and observing others. Maybe I will become some sort of shrink someday? Who knows.

And is it weird that for most of my life I think I should have been born a man.. simply based on my unfair sexist view that men are taken more seriously?

I don't expect anyone to read all this. If you have, well, you should be doing something better with your time! I just feel safe posting rants on deviantart, because artists are more likely to relate to me then just run of the mill Facebook people.

Ciao bellas.
-Allie

  • Mood: Questionable
  • Listening to: Nothing.
  • Reading: Trojan Odyssey- Clive Cussler
  • Eating: Fudge :)

deviantID

MY STYLE: Pencil drawings, SCI-FI, Original Characters, some computer art, photography, and tattoo designs.

MY LOVES & INSPIRATIONS: Fashion (ALL TYPES, common, avante-garde, lolita, retro/historical), Science Fiction, Asia & Asians (most beautiful people in the world), The simple things in life, Emotions, Love, Music. ...

ME, ME, ME: I try not to comment and run. I like to roleplay but not really with people I don't know. I am up for art trades- sometimes and I take forever. My character website is very much so still under construction. In some ways I am rebellious, but in most ways I'm a good girl. <3

Thats basically Allie for ya, Ciao.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: United Staaates.
  • Interests: God, Art, Fashions, Sci-Fi, Music & Singing, Asia & Asians, Original characters
  • Favourite movie: Memoirs of a Geisha, Forrest Gump, Slumdog Millionare, Phantom of the Opera, STAR TREK!
  • Favourite band or musician: Within Temptation, Dir en grey, Heart, Taylor Swift, Avenged Sevenfold, Lady Gaga, Enya, Exist Trace
  • Favourite genre of music: Everything, no joke.
  • MP3 player of choice: Baby Zune
  • Favourite game: Pictionary, Apples to Apples, Truth or Dare
  • Personal Quote: "Tone of voice changes everything." or "I'm cold!!"
  • Tools of the Trade: Art is a skill of the eyes, not the hands.

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Comments


:iconblackpixidust:
I saw this and I had to show you --> [link]

Guess who this reminds me of?

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Preach the Gospel at all times and when necessary use words. – St. Francis of Assisi
:iconamouration:
That looks like lovely Rubyz. :D
:iconblackpixidust:
and he looks like a GUY.... *Still can't draw manly men (long haired or otherwise)XD*

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Preach the Gospel at all times and when necessary use words. – St. Francis of Assisi
:iconspazmozoid:
thanks for being alive.
:iconamouration:
um, I love you too shaleilei! :D
:iconyazzy:
thanks for watching! <3

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:icongeminiryoko:
Thank you sooo much for the favorite on Adrianne Curry!! <3

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"This is the world we live in, and these are the hands we're given, use them and lets start trying, to make it a place worth living in."
- Land of Confusion - Genesis
:iconnikkigal88:
Thanks for the :+fav: on The Phantom and Christine

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chacun à son goût
:iconassica:
thanks a lot for the fav :love: !

:heart:

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When one door of happiness closes, another opens;
but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us...
:iconamouration:
Your welcome, if I had lips that beautiful I would be taking pictures of em too. :D

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